=.=

2008-12-05T04:24:00.000-08:00

Goodbye now ;
though I was never good at it .

2008-12-03T05:07:00.000-08:00

HE HAD A BAD HAIRCUT !
you know, a " OMG what the **** is that " haircut
hair grows so yeah ^^
If I ever get my hands on that bloody barber or whatever you call him,
there's gonna be blood .
ok, let's start the story
Today I had CCA; packed stuff to move to OUR NEW HOME
It's called the IT REX
no it's not that carnivorous dinosaur
then " CUTE " Porcupine
note the inverted commas
said ,
" Marissa, you know your weight is as heavy as that CPU "
and then the horney duh? hornezuan joins in
" yah need 3 people carry "
like what the argh -.-
I didn't even said anything to them
so I sank my finger nails into their flesh
ps. Ezuan's lying, he has no flesh so it didn't hurt .
and " CUTE " Porcupine started owwwing
note the inverted commas
ok then went to Lot 1 to get my books
then you should know what happened next
we went to BPP afterward to get some of the missing books
There was only one copy of As Econs
Yue Yu gave it to me * touching moment *
and I bought some stuffs for Yeyen and Yenni ^^
For Yenni, I bought her the highlighter she wanted
and a dang cute eraser which was 3 for $ 1.90
For Yeyen, I bought her color pencils made from black wood
so it's black and yeh, cool ^^ and yeh one of the dang cute eraser
and I discovered a dang nice foolscap bundle with black butterflies on it
so Yimin and I dug the whole heavy stack for another one of it
only after push back all the heavy pile of foolscap bundles,
we discovered that all the bundles were the same
" You mean you don't know ? " said LYY
argh Stupid moment #1
then I bought the long long book wrap plastic all the way from BPP
Stupid moment #2
then reached jurong and renewed my Ezlink card which was long lost .
and I almost ran off without the card at the sight of a 105 bus
Stupid moment #3
ok enough stupid moments, now I'm done wrapping my books
and yeh, ready to study !
Might start with the most dreaded math tmr (:

I want to kill a barber ; argh !!

2008-12-02T02:03:00.000-08:00

1- I think I'm going to have fever
2- I'm very very extremely happy today
3- My no. 7 !!!!!

2008-11-30T04:19:00.000-08:00

uʍop ǝpısdn sı ʇxǝʇ ʎɯ uǝʌǝ
'sı ʇı sɐ ƃuısnɟuoɔ s,ǝɟıן

2008-11-29T21:28:00.000-08:00

I was browsing the net looking for a holga deal
then I saw a very nice lomo
so I wanted to give it a try
Since I have yet to purchase a lomo or holga,
I decided to fake the effect !
With the help of the amazing tutorial and Photoshop,
I faked lomo photography
It sounds so sinful
won't fake anymore when I get my lomo or holga .
So first , I opened up the dusty Photoshop
and went around looking for pictures

and I got this from daylife.com
Picture from Reuters
Click on the link and read the article .
The tutorial is really easy and it took me about 20 min on my first try
and about 10 to 15 on the second
The most challenging part was the slanted S on the curve layer
I had to do it over and over again to get it right
so at the end, I got the correct input and output for all 4 dots
and the end product,

It's not perfect I know
but still I feel a tiny tingle of lomo in it
I hope I get a holga soon .. A RED ONE !

ps. Holga is not a girl, it's a camera
pss. Lomo is not a boy, it's a camera

2008-11-29T19:57:00.000-08:00

I want to read it someday ..

2008-11-23T05:46:00.000-08:00

I'm really really bored so I decide to do this quiz from Syaz's blog
SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) Cats
2) Toilets with no lights
3) No one waiting for me outside the toilet
4) The full wall mirror at the next room
5) Bugs and other creepy crawly
6) Guys with lots of leg hair !
7) Dying

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE MOST:
1) PALM PC ! erm not mine but still PALM PC !
2) Mc D's never fail to make me smile
3) Swings
4) Blowing bubbles
5)
6)
7)

I'm a hater, seriously ..

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1) My PC
2) My speakers
3) My webcam
4) Cameras
5) USB cable
6) erm software box ?
7) and yes, calculator

Computers fascinates me ^^

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU:
1) The toilet is the place where I think best
2) The longest time I stayed in there doing nothing was 1 hr
3) I like to shower a lot
4) The longest shower I ever had was 2 hr 40 mins
5) I'm very angry right now
6) I'll get fever if I experience any extreme emotions, like right now .
7) I think I'm going to be sick .

SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) Backpack the world
2) Kill people
3) Meet Xinxing and see his leg hair
4) Invite everyone I know for a dinner
5) Run off, leave wherever I'm staying at
6) Doll myself up and lie on the comfiest bed
7) erm yeh, Euthanasia

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1) Breathe
2) Blow big bubbles !
3) Eat and eat and eat !
4) Get paranoid very easily
5) Get obsessed with things
6) Take very very long showers
7) and yeh, curse and swear !!

SEVEN THINGS YOU CANNOT DO:
1) Cook well
2) Touch my nose with my tongue

erm can't really think right now

SEVEN PEOPLE WHO MAKE YOU LAUGH:
erm a lot ?
hahah

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY MOST:
1) yeh .
2) lol k
3) haha ok
4) I feel kindda sort of ..
5) why ?
6) I think I got it erm wait, what are you trying to tell me at this part ....
7) [ on rainy days ] Xinxing you're leg hair is wet ! oooo I like !!

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1) Leghair quantity, Xinxing is at the top of my list
2) Animal resemblance
I like rabbits chihuahuas squirels and much much more !
3) Piano playing people ?
4) hmm good dancer ?
5) Tall ^^
6) Speaks very good English and very little or not at all malay
7) likes cotton candy a lot ^^

Actually I like anyone that's nice
even if he's a total stranger
I don't mind at all ^^
Pervert faced guy : " I'm nice ain't I ? " * laughs with snorts in between *
gosh 0.0 ..

SEVEN CELEBRITY CRUSHES:
You'll snatch them all away from me !
Not sharing !

2008-11-23T05:27:00.000-08:00

Because life is a lot like water .

2008-11-22T04:55:00.000-08:00

Back from HIATUS !
gosh my once beutiful garden has turned into a jungle now
Today is Saturday
Friday was yesterday
and Thursday was a blast
but now my life has a big hole
a very big one
I'm missing something
Things just don't feel right anymore
Somehow I feel lonely and bored
once again, I'm lost
but hey, it's not the first time isn't it ?
I always find my way around things, everything
I know how to live again now
I know how to stand up from my falls now
I'll survive this, better than I ever did
Tears don't do the magic and sympathy is not what I want
I just want things to be like before
When life was something I looked forward to
When waking up everyday was a joy
but things change from time to time
Life's perpetual actually
but like the cup of tea next to me;
won't move unless moved
Things are not perpetual; there's always a slight twist
The slight twist determines happiness
but happiness is up to us to decide
If we adapt to that slight twist, happiness shall be ours
and maybe someday, it will be perpetual .

Wayback into love perfectly fits my sober mode now ..

2008-11-11T23:52:00.000-08:00

I hope no read what I wrote just now >.<

2008-11-11T05:50:00.000-08:00

~~It's just damn bloody sad to know my nightmare is not over yet~~
So many things are going on at once
I'm exhausted ^^
6 more days to my moment in History .
I won't tell you what, it's a surprise ^^
and yeh, my back is hurting AGAIN
but still, I'm not going to the doctor
Don't want to feel sicker .

once again,
To hell with ES (:
I just don't give a shit anymore
You want me to do this, so be it .
Some day I'm going to climb up
and let people try what they want to do
Let them be who they want to be
at least if they fail, they know it's their fault
and have no one else to blame but themselves
I know I put myself down too low
I know I don't motivate myself enough
But I'm just being realistic
I don't want to fall flat on my face, I can't laugh after that
This is not a back ache where I can get jammed and not walk for on 2 hours
This is what I need to do, no more wants
Its for the whole 2 years
I know what's best for me
But I still regret putting myself down so low
It was low, seriously
I still feel stupid
ahh fuck

2008-11-10T02:54:00.001-08:00

He left and I didn't

2008-11-10T01:47:00.000-08:00

I don't handle disappointment well .
and to hell with the bloody education system

Sleepless nights .

2008-11-08T23:31:00.000-08:00

Sleepless nights , it's a big big problem
Trying to make a mark ^^

2008-11-08T05:55:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Hantu Babat
You spelt my name wrongly ! * grits teeth and clench fist *
Marrisa ?!!
Its Marissa Maesha Freude
Rules & Regulations :
#01; - Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
#02; - People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
#03; - At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
#04; - No tags back!

Weird fact 1
I like to shower a lot .
I love the feeling of water flowing down my body

Weird fact 2
I get obsessed over people/food/things
I can eat chicken rice for 2 weeks straight
but then I'll stay away for it for a long time
when I get sick of it .

Weird fact 3
I still like Hello Kitty a lot
and I still look for Hello Kitty stuffs

Weird fact 4
I have an Ipod in my brain
with over a hundred songs

Weird fact 5
I sing in the shower a lot
and most of the time I choke on my toothpaste

Weird fact 6
I must have the light on when I'm in the toilet
even of it's in the day I DON'T CARE .
I get really scared when someone switch off my toilet light
Me , Confined in dark small space , no no ..

Weird fact 7
I once drank 3 bottles of Ginger Beer in a row
** Ginger beer makes my body very heaty ^^

Weird fact 8
I have been writing " Freude " on my wrist for a week now
I plan to have it marked or carved out on my wrist
Still considering ..

Weird fact 9
I bought my new bag in 10 min ?
ok fine that's not weird .

Weird fact 10
My butt got accidentally slashed by a compass recently.
The compass under my pillow slipped and it was on my bed
so I was out from a shower and jumped on bed
and yeh my butt got slashed and it bled .
I still have a scar to prove it
Laugh all you want now .

The 10 People
♥ He doesn't have a blog , nvm ..
♥ My horney dear Yue yu
please don't cheat on me during your chalet
I know he very hot ..
♥ Yimin (:
♥ Pussycat DOOLs !
Zu, yeh he's worst
but still, I like huahaha !
♥ Hornezuan ^^
♥ Farhanah ^^
♥ Adel; if SHE ever read this

2008-11-08T05:12:00.000-08:00

Bloody hell I love him !
I mean his voice, yeh .
so sexaye !

2008-11-08T04:15:00.000-08:00

I just killed a trespasser .
so the message is " Follow the 10 steps "
especially step 8 !!
Fine no one does it .
Corn didn't haha
Nothing else to put as my welcome message anyway
so yeh I'm gonna leave it there .
I wrote it again !
ok fine nothing to be excited about I do it every day .
yeh when I woke up .
Then my ma told me that someone is going to Cairo for U
I envy that guy man ):
but going to Cairo for U is not part of my life plan
[ or maybe it could be .. * twinkle in eye * ]
I want to go to Cairo and look for Fahry
I might consider going to Cairo now ^^
he's a movie character
Someone like him won't exist in real life ):

I got good taste right ?

2008-11-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

I assume you did all the 10 steps before reading this
ok so, Life's getting boring by the day
I eat, sleep, bathe, draw on my legs and hands, bathe again.
It had been days since my skin came into contact with sunlight .
I write it on my wrist everyday to remind me of it (:
Our new found word
and it's everywhere on my blog !
CCA was canceled yesterday
I kindda miss it now .
at least we can pluck the last strands of hair out of xinxing.
I didn't went for the crap though Ezuan said it wasn't that bad
My parents won't approve it anyway
So I should just stay at home and look outside my window
E V E R Y D A Y .

2008-11-03T03:40:00.001-08:00

Today had Youth ICC Day
saw many people
I can't say much though ^^
then after that went to Lot 1 with PK !
Treat him KFC
[ I'm still wondering how on earth he ate the Zinger after the buffet ]
I only at cheese fries which is not even 1/3 finished
then left KFC and went window shopping
went to Minitoons, treat him sweet ^^
and no, I didn't strike 4D yesterday
He treated me C5 during the movie and won't accept anything
so I'm treating him back
We went to almost every single shop in Lot 1
went all the up then down
then up again then up and up ..
went to ask when Bedtime Stories release date
then the staff said " I don't know "
I kindda sorta don't feel like watching
" You always like that one you know " * smiles suddenly *
so we went to walk and walk
then saw JUPJUP !!
with his friends,
Kathleen, Charlie and Kellie
[ the Hi-5 bug bit me ]
I think he's going to watch a movie or smth
then saw PK's friends
" This one your ..... "
" Senior . " yeh, I felt old when he said that
" You what CCA one ? "
" ICC "
* walks away *
then went all the way up to More than words
see the ** lamp
and the ** is broken hahaha !!!
and at FJ we saw ** *** ** *
then went off and PK realized that he left his PINK bag at KFC
so we went to KFC to look for it
I think someone threw it away or smth
He really wanted it so I gave mine to him
yeh, I'm sweet ^^ R I G H T .
PK wants me to watch Bedtime Stories so he'll treat me
and the whole treat me treat you cycle repeats .
[ he wants to slim down so yeh, I can't buy him food ]
I'll end my post abruptly here .

Trapped in the treat me treat you cycle .
Hey no one's reading anyway !

2008-11-02T01:54:00.000-07:00

I'm looking at a very nice view from my window now
Though the leaves from the tress are blocking the sunset
Somehow the air feels cold
Though I've yet to have my afternoon shower
I have a new tune stuck in my head
Playing itself over and over again
Looking outside the window doesn't feels the same anymore
I can't explain it , it's just different today

2008-11-01T02:08:00.000-07:00

Listening to Love Story by Taylor Swift
At first I thought the song was crap
then after listening to it for a while
I kindda liked it a bit
then after listening to it everyday
I LOVE IT !
Made my horny LYY like it too ^^
so we downloaded it yesterday
and I'm listening to it
again and again and again and again
untill my obsession is over !
so now I wait for my romeo
infront of this HP screen and potato chips
[ My margarine has 0.3 mg of Transfat
no wonder I'm like bloody _____. ]

2008-11-01T01:11:00.000-07:00

I have this stuck in my head now ^^

2008-10-30T00:47:00.000-07:00

The Coffin wasn't as great as I expected it to be
[ sorry, I watched it today >.<>
I went with PK YY and YM ^^
the ghost face was UGLY
yeh and I dare say [ for once ] I look better hahaha
PK treated YY YM and me
now I'm feeling kindda guilty
as if I'm torturing him lol
" Pay $1. You ask somemore I give you discount "
-________- i know .. but it was kindda cute though
then the 2 girls infront of us kept laugh at me and PK
maybe they thought we weren't compatible ?
I don't know
But if they were laughing at my hiding behind PK and the popcorn bucket,
yeh I accept it .
Overall I would rate the show
5.5/10
then walked around
went to Cotton On
buying the cardis when I'm there next time

I took 176 to school
then continued on 190
yeh I fell down at the bus stop
I bet I looked like a turtle , purple turtle ^^
then walked damn slowly to school
but I wasn't late ^^
The club session was normal
[ Mui Jie wasn't there so everyone thought XX .. ]
Adelson had his MC
went to test out the musical chairs
Ezuan is not as quiet as he seems ^^
We played the pole thing I got dizzy by the 4th round
and fell on Lim Momo who wasn't much of a help .
then I stood up and fell again haha
yeh CCA get's fun when animation went to hell ^^
talked about HMS
guy + girl = happy
guy + @#$%^ _______ girl = not happy
guy back with girl + to hell with @#$%^ = happy again
even I can fart rainbows hah stupid plot
I can't believe MOMO and JUPJUP watched it .

MONDAY I'm going to ST JAMES !
wooh ~~ I can smell the food already ^^

OUH YAH
I got my pluggo already !
so you can have personal chats with me via my blog
PLUGGO , it's just magical .

2008-10-28T23:05:00.000-07:00

PK called me .
We're going yeah !
Planning for future in progress
ok when I have a nice plan I'll share it with you guys ^^

2008-10-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

My Butt Incident
I don't feel like talking about it
argh .

2008-10-26T22:46:00.000-07:00

Someone's gonna kill me !
I blurred myself out ^^
I still remember what happened
We went around Singapore to take photo
and yeh XX's heaven, Chinatown ^^
I was so pure then .
My eyes were swollen but I can't remember why
Maybe at the end of the year
I'll post a ~~very nice~~ UNEDITED photo of myself
I think I should go sleep now
It's 1 47 pm
NAP TIME ^^
please let me dream of going to the beach ~~with 15 hot guys !~~
I hate falling down dreams
makes you feel that

You
are
falling
down

2008-10-26T22:16:00.000-07:00

Listening to Love You Lately by Daniel Powter
I'm going crazy over it ^^
listened to it for more than 30 times
and I'm not stopping (:
I should try listening to this for the whole day
I just laze around everyday anyway
yeh maybe I should ^^

Coffin's coming out on Thurs !!
so PLEASE anyone wants to watch
TELL ME !! I'm kindda desperate to watch it haha
and yeh, Michael Pupart is hot ^^
He's Thai-Belgium (:
I think it would be very worth to watch

1) You can see Michael Pupart ^^
Though he may only play a small part
I'm looking foward to it ^^

2) The story is interesting
what could be more freaky than
to lie in a coffin when you're not dead yet ?

3) I can't think of anything else
except Michael Pupart ^^
His brother is Oliver Pupart but I still think Michael's hotter ^^
see I did my research ^^

I think I might drag to watch with me
I have CCA on that day anyway ^^
I don't dare watch movies alone
In that dark and cold and dark and cold place
NO never !
yeh so I think I'm dragging him to watch with me ^^

`Cause I'm the one who loves you lately ♥
yehh it's stuck in my head hahahaha

2008-10-26T01:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPEEPILL ! I just love it ;P
Evil Bunny writes the best articles
His articles makes sense and very worth reading ^^
I started reading Happeepill around early this year

How to nab yourself a nice guy! 12 FEB 07
After reading this article, I'm ready for boyfriend-hunting ^^
1) Nice guys don’t have a smart mouth.
2) Nice guys have nice friends
3) Nice guys are shy.
4) Nice guys are nice to humans AND animals.
5) Nice guys are God conscious
6) Nice guys are God conscious

Picture from HAPPEEPILL!
http://happeepill.com/blog/2007/niceguys/nice.htm

ok I'll move from Changi downwards ..

So if you're bored and have nothing to do,
have a good laugh at HAPPEEPILL
I smell dinner ,
CIAO ~

2008-10-24T23:41:00.000-07:00

I want green geo lenses ^^
and new cardi
and new flats
and new nail polish
and new-er school bag
and new hello kitty pencil case
and new phone
and new player
and a piano and a very hot piano instructor ^^, preferably hairless
and a trip to Italy and take pictures with 15 hot Italian man
and a house made of ice cream of every flavour [ I hate durian ice cream yuck ]
and other hello kitty stuffs
and a violin with a very hot violin instructor, preferably hairless
and for a picture of a shaven Diego Bunuel ^^ [ I would kill for that ]
and to change my name, school, country
and to visit Mars and elope with some hot alien -_____-
and to be able to smile without faking it
and to have my brain reformatted
and to shoot the PUSSYCAT DOOLS mv ^^
and to go to the BEACH ! the sand, sea and wind gosh !
and to go to the French Alps
and to travel around Europe and Africa
and to play the time traveling piece before I die
[ now you see the need for the hot piano instructor ^^ ]
and to meet Diego Bunuel in person
[ I hope there's a Don't tell my mother I'm in Singapore ^^ ]

I just LOVE him !
I'm still hoping he shaves one day ..

2008-10-24T22:25:00.000-07:00

ahh stupid voice inside my head .

2008-10-24T03:11:00.000-07:00

My favourite uncle is coming !
I better go put something decent on now .
I hate it when people come at short notice
but yeh, nvm he's my favourite ^^

2008-10-24T02:34:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH !

2008-10-19T23:15:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH !

Replies to tag [ cause Cbox censors PUSSY -.- ]

Allisa : yeh Pussy at the beach would be fun (:

Yimin : I just changed my skin ^^ Thanks for helping me choose my bag

Anonymous : I cleared my tagboard yesterday. Dang it !

If not I would have know who you are haha
Are you one of my juniors ? PK ?

Hello btw ^^

EYE : I think the smilies don't work at the name

yeh added you already .

Are you making a blog soon ?

I can help you know ^^

I'm feeling better now,
nothing's gonna bring me down (:

2008-10-19T21:14:00.000-07:00

Whatever happens, happens
so be it .

2008-10-19T02:27:00.000-07:00

came across a random blog
I LOVE MY STEAD .
how corny can that be ?
but the xxx " x xxxx xxx " is kindda sweet though ..

hello

2008-10-17T23:59:00.001-07:00

Okay now I'm gonna write a long post

Thursday
I can't really remember everything
just remembered we had streaming talk
and I think I might either go to L or L/P [ M ] class..
If I go L, I would be failing 2 maths
and I am not prepared for that
If I go M, I have only one math
and I can really concentrate on that
so I'm aiming for a pass in maths next year
I'm sort of interested in Econs
So I'm reading up a little bit on it
to pass the aptitude test
Before the streaming thingey at the hall ,
He walked to the canteen ^^
yeh and everyone was calling me
If you saw him , I would have seen it earlier than you
after that had CCA
but then I went for the IPW
and went for CCA after that

FRIDAY
I hate inline skating
It turned out that the hot guy who brought us there
can't even skate at all -.- despite having a fit and nice figure
now I understand " Don't judge a book by its cover "
The repugnant smell of the gears and blades
reminded me of my stupid P5 camp
and that stupid school .
The gears were WET
so IMAGINE
some unknown human
; who might have sweaty palms or sweaty legs, elbow and knees
used that gear and returned it SOAKED with sweat
and without airing or washing the gears,
dumps it into a bucket of other sweaty gears
and the next day, another bunch of excited students arrive
having high hopes of spending their last few days with their friends
doing something MEANINGFUL
oh well, my hope was crushed
and I spent a few hours under the sun
with smelly gears and blades
then I went to Zinc with Yimin to buy a bag
My bag is purple and pink with a laptop compartment
I took around 10 mins and rushed home
then showered then went off to school again
I started to feel giddy as I had not eaten since morning
so I ended up paying $1.70 for taking the wrong bus
[ It was an express bus from town I think ]
I alighted at the next stop
I felt stupider than I ever felt taking a maths test
went over to the other side and waited for another bus
I think I circled the bus stop more than 20 times
The couple sitting there was staring at me so I took a seat
Took the bus then reached JE Interchange
I was walking to the train station when a bird muted right in front of me
I had never in my whole life been so unlucky in one day
Reached when they were all eating
then I forgot to bring tie
I think it's under my desk
Luckly [ ok fine, at least there's a lucky thing here ]
Charis lent me her tie ^^
then it's Charis turn to get the certs
" Go higher and don't let go " haha
ok so after that we got the best idea award
and we were all glued to the $ 800 trophy with the Merc emblem
took pics then went to IMM after that
Took 190 with Khalid and Lucas
Lucas has stinky kayak socks in his bag
We bet he has other disgusting stuffs inside too ^^
On the bus ,
Khalid talk about how much force a woman needs to give birth
" 1000 N "
" Then won't the baby like fly 10 m away ? "
" No won't, got umbelical cord "
" haha it will pull the baby inside back "

Bought a lot of food at Bagus IMM for dinner
and went to Mc's to get 2 sets of happy meals
I FINALLY GOT THE BLOSOOM TOY !
finally, finally ..
went home ate dinner and went online
I showed my dad my bag
" My bag has a laptop compartment "
" Ouh.. How much ? "
" Around 40 "
" Not bad, when you buy bag buy expensive ones last longer more worth "
" yeh This one has a LAPTOP COMPARTMENT "
" Ouh.."
guess he didnt get the LAPTOP COMPARTMENT hint..

I'm planning to study during the hols ^^

To get me prepared for sec 3 math
I'm going to cover as much chapter as I can

To get me started for Bio,
I'm going to read through the textbook and write some notes

For English,
1- Starting a wordbank , 50 words by end of hols
2- writing 2 compo per week and my sis will be checking it after her O s
3- Read newspapers, nat geo and times mag

For Lit,
Read the book once I bought it

For HMT,
I need to ask my A1 sis

For Chemistry,
I need to get this year's work first

ok so this is my study plan for the hols
But I do intend to have fun ..

My FUN List

- Go to a NICE beach with my friends
[ I hate East Coast, hate that stupid place . ]

- Go shopping maybe not
[ I think I'll just do an online spree ]

- Meet up with primary school friends
[ I don't know yet, but I don't want them to see me in this state . ]

- Torture Xinxing as much as I can now
[ I only have two months, I wonder how Momo looks like in long pants ]

I do have some other things to do
but can't seem to remember most of them by now ..

TODAY
I'm just slacking at home ..
listening to music and munching the hours away ^^
oh yeh,
READ THIS
Except for the wasting paper part, it's sweet ^^
maybe he used recycled paper ?

2008-10-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

If I could only love one person in my entire life,

just one person,

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxit would be you
Today,
I fell in love with Zu's blogsong

2008-10-13T19:51:00.001-07:00

I watched Secret
again.

2008-10-12T01:03:00.000-07:00

" Marissa's Looking for a new boyfriend " booth

Criteria
1- Must be a guy; straight .
2- Must not have hairy legs (:
3- Must be funny and cute .
4- Must be taller than 155 cm or 155 cm
5- Must be able to accept that I don't love him, I only like him (:

well I guess I'm closing it down soon since no one applied hahaha
It's just a joke, seriously (:
I'm happy with being single and rotting ;D

Heard this song on Hantu Babat's blog
Never too late by Three Days Grace
listened to it the 7 th time now ; NICE (:
I think Hantu Babat's blog is worth a visit
The skin is nice
The music is nice
and yeh I like
the " a messy room is the sign of a genius " sign ^^

Why is the whole earth dating ?

2008-10-10T23:55:00.000-07:00

I've been chatting with some people lately
and they IGNORE me when their darlings are online
** Not mentioning any names **
so I now ponder
Why is the whole earth dating ?
Except for some of us who are single and rotting,
THE WHOLE EARTH IS DATING !!
Maybe its a viral infection
or worse, love potion fell into the ocean !
Besides water pollution, it affects the fishes too.
People who eat the "polluted" fishes thus falls in love
This is the perfect answer to my question.
Why is the whole earth dating ?
oh because of the recent love potion spill in the ocean
ok fine, let's get to the point now.
People are dating because they want to
for the fun of it , make their life more interesting
and maybe prevent them from being
single and r o t t i n g .
This post make me miss the feeling of being in love
wait, I never did . hahahahahahahahaha

The Ping Pong Game

2008-10-09T20:55:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of the exams
Went to celebrate with Yimin and Yuxian
Walked around untill 10
Saw BABAT Hafiz and Rolu
Babat said smth like tak tegur I can't remember
So I said HI to him and Rolu
We ate naked fish express hahaha
Then went somewhere to play
The Ping Pong Game
it's silly but fun
Wanted to buy chips but then
my throat was already sore from eating
the Fins and Feathers
so went home after that with Yuxian
I shall now look at the pretty blue sky from the window
and dream ^^

2008-10-09T00:07:00.000-07:00

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder

I lost my wallet yesterday.
SHIT______________

2008-10-04T22:04:00.000-07:00

I'm not scared
I just don't want to fall in love again
so stop saying I'm scared
because I'm not.

2008-10-04T05:33:00.000-07:00

Is Love A Myth ?
No dear, It's a lie

2008-09-29T22:56:00.000-07:00

Happy Hari Raya
to all those who are celebrating

well, another pathetic charade
added to 13 years of pathetic charades
makes no difference (:

2008-09-29T00:41:00.000-07:00

I want Sunkist now.

2008-09-27T19:32:00.000-07:00

F R I D A Y
after school, went to library with Syazana, Allisa and Carlyna
then Babat and Hazim came
Babat's legs are damn H A I R Y
don't worry Babat, Allisa LOVES hairy man (:
especially those with chest hair and armpit hair xDD
made my throat ITCH
then went off after a few hours
Babat and Hazim went home
then we went to the fun fair
there, WE FELL IN LOVE
with plastic pencil case
and Mr Kebab.
I haven't collect the homec money yet
so I didn't have that much cash
Then Syazana's 10 cent dropped
we walked around, despaired
then we went back for the pencil case
as we were madly in love with it
Allisa went to bargain and we got a good price
we pulled the table cloth and we saw the 10cent
actually we have more than enough to buy it
I GOT WINX CLUB ! muhahahah

On the mrt platform
" I haven't collect my homec money, if not can buy for Zu "
eh wait, Yuxian gave me $ 1.50
*shakes pencil case*
we went back down, missed the train
got zu's pencil case
then I spotted this guy with a TATTOO
He was COOL sadly his friend looked like Ah Meng [deceased]
then in the train
another guy with a lot of tattoo
Allisa talked about his ripped pants
got lots of LOBANG
after that took bus and reached home
On Friday night I scolded someone in my sleep
But my mum said it wasn't clear
she didn't know who it was

S A T U R D A Y
I couldn't walk or stand up for an hour or so
I wailed like _____ .
My sis dragged me to the room
I couldn't move at all
Just lie down on the bed
I'm better now but still cant bend down

T O D A Y
My Favourite God Uncle is coming over (:
Eating pizza and KFC
woohs ~~
Finished revising Hist.
Now doing Light and Sound
EOYs coming real soon

I'm going to be at home on Hari Raya
eating infront of the television
with my physics file.

2008-09-25T03:01:00.000-07:00

2008-09-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

Obsessed with him and his mum
I said that out of pure boredom hahahaha

2008-09-23T00:42:00.000-07:00

Saw it again hahaha

deleted.

2008-09-22T05:28:00.000-07:00

This post was deleted on 25 September
so that his mum would like me.
ps. I really like your son,
I gave up Lewis and Pettyfer for him..

So kiss me .

2008-09-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

Today was the HML paper one
I loved it (:
1) I saw him
2) I saw him going up the staircase
3) I saw him sitting down
4) I saw him staring into blank space
5) I saw him wiping his nose on his sleeve
6) I saw him thinking
7) I saw him without specs
8) I saw him turning and tossing on the chair
9) I saw him submitting his answer script
10) I saw his eyes

He's good-looking, you're just not gay enough to see it
He's tall and don't have hairy legs now let's pray he doesn't have a hairy chest
I'm just obsessed with him, it will be over sooner or later
He made my day by just doing his exam paper (:

Won't be posting too much
studying for EOYs (:
wish me luck revising English (:
Kiss Me makes me feel so relaxed ~~
So kiss me (:

2008-09-19T03:42:00.000-07:00

I used to love this song so much , can't remember why
Then suddenly I stopped listening to it haha
It makes me feel like I'm in Paris
hahaha crap.

EDITED.

2008-09-19T02:16:00.000-07:00

Hello, I'm updating
~~I'm HEARTBROKEN !~~ NEVER !
haha don't really care though
laughed out my heartaches , I'm fine ~~now.~~ ALWAYS (:
Had orals today
I got scolded for speaking English
because it was Malay
I did get nervous when everyone went off
and left me there, A L O N E .
I sang till my playlist finished
then when I was about to shuffle, it was my turn.

My Playlist
- Say it again
- Yesterday once more [ R A N D O M ]
- Only one
- Only Hope
- Breathe
- Wake me up when September ends

then I told him about the time i almost got banged by a bus
cause I was busy looking at my camera.
[ It was the guy in black skinny jeans fault,
he crossed I just followed him .. ]

I kindda forget my English oral though
but i know one of the guys looked like xxxxx xxxxx
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
~~I'm happy that he's just a stranger~~
~~If he wasn't, I would have been heartbroken again~~ hahahahaha.
nahh, ~~I just regret~~ xxxxxxxx him from January
I felt dumb for a moment, hahaha

EDIT on 22 September 2008
I'll never regret anything I do anymore .

YESTERDAY
I had music test
Partnered with Jiayi
and ___ made me sing lower
then she asked me to go lower
so I ended up with my tongue curled up and a low voice
" You started off too high, now you can't reach , ok try again lower "
I always knew my singing was horrible.
There I was sounding like a friggin gahh
while Jiayi sang gracefully
then we went back into the room
I don't expect high grades cause I sounded like a friggin gahh
Hope ___ won't lose her hearing because of me .

All I want is you, yes YOU.

2008-09-16T03:04:00.000-07:00

L E A P S
makes you realize how horrible you are in school
oh well, what the heck.

2008-09-16T02:28:00.000-07:00

The Rich Dying Pilot Fantasy
- Caucasian (:
- Rich
- Good-looking pilot who is allergic to stewardess (:
- Dying

haha then I'll consider getting married ..

Life's just like that

2008-09-14T01:16:00.000-07:00

I wished time could stop

2008-09-12T03:26:00.000-07:00

Hey don't just go off like that
I'm sorry I just wanted you to be happy
Now that you are, I can't be happier (:

I want to be single but not alone !
Is it that funny ?

No more it cannot wait , I'm yours.

2008-09-12T01:49:00.000-07:00

The only day I await for in the week - Friday
No CCA, YMP or whatsoever
just straight home.

First two periods was Homec
partnered with ZH and we cooked Shepherd's Pie
Had to share an oven with Hantu Babat and Harsha
Our pie - as always , looks better than theirs
and of course, will obviously taste better hahahaha

We had a rainy recess

I can't really remembered what I did after recess

After school went to library
then did some fengshui
I'm Earth , strong through out the year ; very hard to believe
Then saw Hantu Babat and Hazim
then went home (:

Took out pie, showered and now I'm here .
I can't wait to eat my second mooncake !!
Double yolk with pure lotus (:
that's what the packaging said
my aunt only bought it for me
no one else eats them anyway
last year there was four ; all for me (:
90 mins more to mooncake and shepherd's pie !
shall watch Vampire Knight and The Nanny now.

2008-09-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

19. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
~~~ Marissa again? Haiz. I am having bad luck. same answer as 8.~~
YESH YESH YESH !!

2008-09-10T06:58:00.001-07:00

To those two girls,
I can speak Malay and I understood every word you said about me
I even smiled to you two.
You said that like a slap to my face
My skirt isn't that short
What about yours ? (:
and I was not in school, so I didn't tuck in my blouse
My name tag was in my pocket
You know my name anyway
and I do know yours (:
The next time I see you, I'm going to smile (:
cause there's no need to get angry
You're not the worst (:
and don't give me that stupid face when I smile at you
Smile back (:

I'm happy living like this (:

2008-09-10T05:57:00.000-07:00

I'm happy living like this
seriously (:

1) He don't know me
and he won't ever know me
so no one will get hurt

2) I admit, I don't like to/can't face reality
He's just a memory of my past
I like him because of his face
He's just familiar

3) I do live in my past
I don't let go of things easily
so I resort to hating them this always works haha
but this one, I can never hate it
only this one.

4) I don't mind being hurt in the end
I'm indifferent to hurt , don't give a damn anymore (;
I don't even want to shed a tear anymore

5) I do think its selfish
but as long as I don't hurt anyone, it's fine isn't it ?
He won't feel betrayed
It's just bringing back old memories
Nothing else (:

I appreciate that you care for me Wei Hao
and you don't want me to be hurt again
I know you're trying to save me from destroying my own life
If I ever date again, it's going to be just for fun .
I'm dating my Physics File currently
We're breaking up tonight , I'm dumping him huahaha
Tomorrow I'm dating my Animal Farm
yeah, Love does make the world go round.

Conclusion : I'm happy living like this (:

So look on the brightside of my life Wei Hao,
I'm dating Animal Farm tomorrow (:

My post is colorful !

She died.

2008-09-09T02:35:00.000-07:00

" Our love is like the wind
I can't see it ; but I can feel it "

2008-09-07T06:24:00.001-07:00

I would like to make a retraction

" So to all the people I hate ,
[ though some might not read it ]
I don't hate you anymore :D "

I won't ever stop hating all of you :D

I'm feeling so shitty now :D

2008-09-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

Hello :D
long time no see ehh ?
I'm BACK anyone missed me?
I'm down with flu and cough
might get a F E V E R soon :D
[ yeah, It's a Saturday night fever .. ]
I did soul searching during the time I didn't blog
so I found out that
MY LIFE CAN BE BETTER ! :D
I should really get over the past
and yes, Stop hating people
[ I became my recent hobby ]
So to all the people I hate ,
[ though some might not read it ]
I don't hate you anymore :D
and yes, I don't dwell on my past anymore
So , I'm single and AVAILABLE !
[ you must be blonde and green-eyed (: ]
You must be wondering why I sound like Noddy in this post
well, I am Noddy !
make way for Noddy .. NODDY !

2008-08-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

I wrote a long post
But it turned out to be rather personal in the end
I do have a stoic heart, so be it.
and please don't say I have a problem [:

2008-08-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

Fran : " Mom, I've something to tell you "
Mom : " what is it honey ? "
Fran : " about your investment .. "
* Mr Shearfield walks in *
Fran : " you tell her ! "
Mr Shearfield : " About your investment, in fact I've good news on it
I've found a new investor, you're looking at him now .. "
Fran : " I didn't know you invested in your own plays "
Mr Shearfield : " Oh, I do for integrity and passion * smiles *
Ma'am, you daughter turned down a millionaire investor
for integrity and passion, you must be very proud of her "
Mom : " Oh really , yes I am proud of her .. "
* walks to oven *
" Is this gas ? "
Butler : " Yes "
Mom : * sticks face in oven *

The Nanny is just friggin hilarious
Wanted to go IMM with NANA and ELVINA
but then had to bring camera home
and then my head was feeling kindda hot
I slept untill 3 pm
and yes, I'm having fever now
No worries, I have a whole week to recover
Watching Mind Your English
loading The Nanny
and saving Vampire Knight Links

ps. He looked at me, by accident . ^^
and the coughing really works !!

2008-08-28T06:43:00.000-07:00

I feel damn paiseh now..

1) I added the wrong person on msn
2) I praised him for great looks and hair.

Stranger : hey

I say: heylo

I say: 1) pls tell you're _____

I say:2) you dont look like ur dp

I say:and ur dp got great hair

I say:and quite good looking

Stranger says:ohh ok thanks, coz that is me

I say:so u're not _____

I say:shit i add the wrong person

Stranger says:ohh ok naa its ok

3) It turns out that he's not _____
4) yeah he's nice..
5) Still chatting with him now ..

2008-08-27T07:26:00.000-07:00

" You know you're becoming lesser of yourself each day "
yes, I do know that

2008-08-27T05:36:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS THE 27 th !
Its the most important day of my life hah, exaggerate ..
nah, It's Lim Momo's birthday !!
I'm now imagining
him and 1 wife, 2 children and 1 dog
he's only 14 ..
so here's my birthday wish..
To my dear Lim Momo,
Happy 14 th birthday
You're losing your cuteness
but hey look on the brightside
you're going to have a wife, 2 kids and 1 dog
I'm imaginative..
yeah so happy birthday
ps. I didn't date TYY I was only finding an excuse to discuss your birthday present.
pss. I SAW HIM TOO !! he's cute isn't he?
psss. Wished he knew me..
pssss. Happy birthday (:

I hate people telling me I have a problem
and I have a strange habit of numbering the things
I say when I'm either confused, angry or sad..

2008-08-23T22:27:00.000-07:00

I played with scissors yesterday.
then I cut my hair and without knowing it,
a big bunch of my fringe was on the floor.
studying history and listening to shoobiedoo bang bang.

2008-08-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

Shoobiedoo Bang Lang !
Adelson, it is your fault.
I CAN'T GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD lol.
why. why. such a stupid song
I'm forgetting my chemistry formulae
because of Shoobiedoo Bang Lang .
badly wanted to write shoobiedoo bang lang on my test paper .
and you still want me to make it my blogsong..
I might sing it in my sleep gosh..

When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Laugh your heartbreaks, don't cry its dumb.

SHOOOOOOBBIEDOO BANGBANG ! ahh, damn it.

Today got back Lit and Hist.
Not as bad as I expected it to be
[ seeing him makes me lucky ]
Nope, I'm not showing it here.
Nah, not telling you even if you asked.
Because I'm unstable,
and I don't want you to plot a graph on me
and I would like to congratulate
my HORNEY DEAR for topping the class in LIT
she's horney and clever
ps. ZU , about the baby picture, its a miserable tiny little .. LOL

Listening to Breathe by Michelle Branch.

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say

And I Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

And I Give you just a little time
I, Wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe

So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
Everything is alright if i just breathe... breathe

yes, everything is alright.
I'm happy with my life as it is
If I just breathe..

Today is 21 August, Kim Kibum's Birthday !

2008-08-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

Say it again for me
Its like the whole world stops to listen

Reasons why i didn't cried for maths for the first time
1) Miss Kang's speech yesterday
yes, I'm going to work hard
bloody hard.

2) I have finally reach the Cried-my-eyes-out stage
which means, I have no more reason to cry
Yes, I'm stronger/very strong - or maybe just crazy I don't know..
I'm immune to failing, but still i strive a pass.

3) I could have passed the paper if not for careless mistakes
fuck, I'm dumb.
I find answer with calculator never write working
fuck.
50 x 15 = 75.
fuck, fuck, fucking dumb.
actually i did that question in the last 5 minutes.

4) I aimed for 3/40
but i didn't got it (:

5) I just got tired of crying.
yesh, really am tired of crying.

" You dont have to be crazy to do stupid things,

just young.. "

2008-08-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

If I could just breathe.

2008-08-20T01:55:00.000-07:00

BABAT thinks she's pretty
yeah, I think so too.

adopt your own virtual pet!

Reached home at about 4
BABAT IS HAIRY yuckk..
and my sandwich rock-ed
( well i can't say rocks cause is now undergoing digestion )
and no one can kill my Gisselle (:
** I smell extremely good today.

_________ ,
You can say something.
I don't think you understood, I'll make you understand
The past is meaningless.
We may have spent good times as good friends
We may have a lot in common
but the past is the past
just deny it and move on
stop thinking about it
Even if you can't forget the past, force yourself to it
Lie to yourself, hate me, do what ever you need to.
But once you hate me,
there's no turning back, you will have to hate me forever.
I'm prepared to hate you, even without a clear reason,
so that you won't be confused ever again.
I want to end this confusion in a good way,
but I might have to use the other option to settle this.
You're not running away, you're just putting it aside
Its not wrong, you're not a coward.
I'm very bitter, I admit
and I think we'll be great if we're just friends
Because I don't think you can tolerate my bitterness.
So forget me, I insist.

2008-08-19T05:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO (:
TAG REPLY though I replied at the tagbox..

BABAT : eh BABAT, my Gisselle cannot die one ok
and don't use it for your daughter's name,
cause you're daughter's name is BIBAT, heheh..

MY HORNEY DEAR : Gisselle is a nice name eh? LOL
My 1st Child name will be Micheal Phelps
My 2nd Child name will be Tom Daley
wait, I don't even intend to get married...

ADIRTA : HELLO MONKEY MONKEY.
Check out Tom Daley, he's HOT and mine huahahs.

2008-08-18T03:30:00.000-07:00

I hope you read this..
To my _______ ,

I'm sorry for making you feel bad and confused
I'm sorry if I ever did ruin your life
I'm sorry I'm just not worth
Do what you think is best
and don't ever follow you heart
cause it lies - trust me it hurts.
and I don't want you to suffer
Because you're my friend
and I don't want to be the cause of you suffering
I cant give you what you want
I cant be there for you you as " HER "
I can only be there as a friend.
Since you got " HER "
You should move on and leave all you past behind
and " SHE " is one of my close friends
I don't want to hurt her
I don't want her to suffer
You mustn't disappoint her yeah I would be kicking your ass
I can accept that I'm going to be
a bitter woman with 27 ... monkeys [ you guessed this right LOL ]
We are friends, very very good friends
and I want it to remain that way.
I don't want you to avoid me because of this
and I don't want to have to hate you
just to get me out of your life
I don't want us to be enemies
cause I have plenty ..
because I find you different
I can't be enemies with you
You've done nothing wrong
You're nice - and horny LOL.
So go and make yourself happy
I can never give you what you want
because you're too much of a friend to me (:
I'll make myself happy too, someday
with someone else who I have yet to find
[ seriously, a bitter woman with 27 monkeys .. ]
yeh so I hope you're not confused anymore after reading this
HORNY ______ , lol

ps. yeah I am a wailing banshee.

2008-08-15T20:46:00.001-07:00

Adelson chio-ing with my skirt.
his one leg is approximately my waist.
cant remember lol.

My hot and sexy legs.
** the hairy one is not mine.

Pictures from http://memories-of-you-and-me.blogspot.com/
I love her blogsong lol.

2008-08-15T01:44:00.000-07:00

SPILL CANVAS - Sunsets and Car Crashes.
I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
As we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight
And after three long years, I think that we both need this
So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss

And in case you, and in case you
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as stars chase you away

I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head
Let the rain fill my mouth, and in a couple hours I'll be dead
But all the while my lips are whistling our tune
But the beauty lies in how you will revive me soon

And in case you, and in case you
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away

And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away

And in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me
Your violence is beautiful, and your center sweet
Now tell me this, do you know how we'd meet?

And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me

2008-08-14T02:06:00.000-07:00

Hey HUMJI 166.121.37.11
Dont just hurt me with you stars ** and run away.
Your life is just so fucking perfect you go around destroying others
I'm destroyed already
I'm just left with pieces
Which I'm trying so hard to keep
Not to let them get shattered again
Not to let them slip off again
Not to let me get lost again
Not to let me break again
As I'm typing this post, I'm crying
You won.
It just pains my heart to know people like you do exists
You just think my life is a joke
You think I wouldn't give a damn cause you're just some random passerby
but then, I do care
cause you are a coward.
not because you're hurting me, I'm apathetic to hurt.
not because I'm angry at you
Because you are a coward,
that's why I care
Because cowards just hurt people and run away
without a reason , leaving them in pieces
I don't expect an apology from you
I just want you to stop being a coward
Because you'll leave someone in pieces
Destroying them with no reason
Hurting them without care
Leaving them silently
just like a coward.

2008-08-13T05:42:00.000-07:00

Orange Coloured Sky - Michael Bublé
I was walking along minding my business
When love came and hit me in the eye
Now out of the blue, my dreams come true
When they ask I'll tell them why

I was walking along minding my business
When out of an orange colored sky
Flash, bam, alakazam, wonderful you came by
I was humming a tune
Drinking in sunshine
When out of the orange colored view
Wham, bam, alakazam, I got a look at you (:
One look and I yelled timber,
Watch out for falling glass
'Cause the ceiling fell in and the bottom fell out
I went into a spin
And I started to shout,
I've been hit, this is it, this is it

I was walking along minding my business
When love came and hit me in the eye
Flash, bam, alakazam, out of an orange colored sky

One look and I yelled timber,
Watch out for flying glass
'Cause the ceiling fell in and the bottom fell out,
I went into a spin
And I started to shout,
This is it, this is it, THIS IS IT I've been hit

I was walking along, minding my business
When love came and hit me in the eye
Flash, bam, alakazam, ooh that orange colored sky

Orange colored sky, how about that little pretty green polka dot pieeeee.

2008-08-10T21:07:00.000-07:00

Landon Pigg - Coffee shop

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you.
Yes there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you.
I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down,
I want to come too.

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you

No one understands me, quite like you do,
Through all of the shadowy corners of me.

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much.
All of the while, I never knew.
I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much.
All of the while, I never knew.

I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you.
Yes there's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you.
I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine,
Now I'm shining too.

Because, oh because,
I've fallen quite hard over you.

If I didn't know you, I'd rather not know.
If I couldn't have you, I'd rather be alone.

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much.
All of the while, I never knew.
I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much.
All of the while, I never knew.

All of the while, all of the while,
And it's you.

sweet sweet song..
Its sweet, seriously sweet (:

2008-08-10T00:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !
ok I know its a bit belated but I was studying maths..
SINGAPORE's 43 this year, wow
This morning I read my History textbook
in commemoration of The Nation's Birthday *geeksnort*
Yesterday's NDP was SPECTACULAR
and I fell in love yesterday..
[ ya i know i've been against it yadayada
but gotta admit I STILL NEED IT
I'll reveal this part at the end of the post ]
The school's NDP celebration was GREAT
Its the last time we're celebrating at the campus
but the best part of the whole thing
: HE LOOKED AT ME once
but still AT LEAST ONCE
and I saw him without specs
[ cause he was wiping them with his shirt ]
and HE LOOKED GREAT yesh he does everyday (:
and HE LOOKED AT ME once
cause I was helping him take his class photo.
[ I took 3 shots : 2 of him (: ]
just wished he knew me
haha then he knows how crazy im for him
shit then he'll know why im crazy for him
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I have yet to buy a paper diary
everything's still clotted in my brain.
ok we have reach the end of the post
I'll reveal as I promised.
He was looking at me
and yeah, i caught him (:
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NATHAN HARTONO heartthrob.

he doesnt know me but
I KNOW HIM !
He sang Where I Belong at yesterday's parade.
Jazzy , awesome !
He also did a cover of
' When the Stars are Blue '
AWESOME ..

2008-08-06T06:33:00.000-07:00

Get this.
Im Single and I can do ANYTHING I want
Im not tied down to any guy/panda/chimp/teddy out there
Im happy being single and I CAN SURVIVE BEING SINGLE.
IM NOT LONELY, so dont think i am
Im not traumatized, just extremely disappointed

1) Im not affected by anything
2) I dont care, I dont wish to care, I dont think i need to care
3) I dont believe that it's true love
4) I dont think its worth hurting myself
5) Even if I date someone, I will just play around
Random guy : " I'll pull down the sky for you *smiles* "
The ungrateful Marissa : " Lame. Eh, what time is it now? "
Random guy : *shocked* " Ouh.. 2.30pm.. "

CONCLUSION
- Im going to study maths after this, ok random fine.
- Im happy (:
- Im surviving being single.
- I need a shower to make me sleepy.
- Im not tied down to any guy/panda/chimp/teddy/monkey out there
Panda, random choice.
- I will still play in the game of love
lost the first round doesn't mean im giving up
love might not be the suitable word haha.
wait, i dont count it as a lost
I count it as a giveaway haha..

oh well, you honey dear needs to sleep.
nights (:
*might not post till Sat as i might be studying maths tmr

2008-08-06T05:26:00.000-07:00

My hall is now exposed.
EXPOSED, gosh I hate that.
The big wooden piece was taken out
My privacy is gone
Cant open the door that much
I slept on the sofa just now
Had the weirdest dream
but forgot most of it by now
During the cheering comp prac
I threw a ball which hit the fan
and then hit the lights
and then hits Charis' and Xin Yu's back
I FEEL GUILTY damn..
went home since i didn't have to participate
At the traffic light someone said something weird
think she's saying that to Nikkie

Im learning to let go ,
managed to convince myself its impossible
He's just a sweet memory
Then his clone came along
and everything got so sweet again (:
Just move on and everything will be fine again
Denial is the best way of getting rid of the past haha

2008-08-04T06:08:00.000-07:00

Here I go again..

2008-08-01T22:28:00.000-07:00

This is Fahri.

2008-08-01T21:55:00.001-07:00

2008-08-01T01:46:00.000-07:00

Ich Liebe Dich, immer...

2008-07-31T23:24:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY.
He was behind me
leaned against the pillar to see his reflection on the notice board
erm yah, i know - LAME.
but u cant expect me to go up to him and say
" hello there ________________ . "
he's a stranger..
no I am the stranger.
hah, hopeless(:
went home, chiong-ed lit and HOMEC advertisement
my lit was neat according to mama
then started doing HOMEC ad at around 10.30
finished at about 11 50
since my bangle is yet to be made
i cheated, - in a good way for a good cause.
i took images of bangles
and cloned batik on them >.<
slept at 12

Friday
woke up at 5.15
sleep again
woke up at 5.45
slept in bathroom
woke up at 6.00
rushed out at 6.10
put contacts
wear school blouse
comb hair
wear school shoes at 6.35
realized i have yet to wear skirt
take out shoe
wear skirt
wear school shoes again
fold skirt
fold skirt
not nice fold again
fold skirt
rush to the bus stop at 6.45
run for leaving bus
managed to catch, i got good legs..
reach school with Huiyan
happy cause we THOUGHT we were save
[ sadly our joy was short lived. ]
waited for Sarah for cloth
saw Carlyna's superman never wear underwear lunchbox
HOT and flat.
I meant the box -.-
Sarah came, she never bring
Panicked .. Panic gone
Nevermind Sarah, its ok (:
assemble.
seduced people.
continue to seduce people
Im a good seducer (:
[ all the people I seduced are STRAIGHT FEMALES ]
HOMEC
got test
do test
let's now skip to the nice part (:
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Finally we reached it (:
made MUFFINS with Weihao
ours got m&ms (:
shared oven with Babat and Harsha.
then recess ate the carrot muffins.
not that nice, compared to the M&M muffins !
maths, review questions.
and i find it nothing wrong to be single.
so what if she's single
at least she's happy
so what if she's not married
all her money is hers and no one else's (:
Hist, like normal
wait for yimin finish her lit
Babat jumped and there was an earthquake.
went home
here now.

well that's all for my
very-not-interesting-even-a-cow's-life-is-more-interesting day (:

2008-07-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

hello.
the last time i blogged was last Friday
taking a break today
might not be blogging that often
planning to buy a paper diary
write there instead of here
get more privacy..
hmt lesson talk about FAHRI
not any FAHRI
the love verses FAHRI
he's normal but there's something special about him
then talked about
eating dates and wearing long skirt to get someone
haha..and then about MY TITANIC
hah, this part was just a short one
urm dont think i need to type this out..
after school accompanied zu to polyclinic
" actually no need come , last time in school we just take out "
* laughs *
i thought he would scold us for using ruler and fingernail
cause its rather unhygienic, dirty and dirty .
anyway, GET WELL SOON ZU (:
ouh yeah shahera,
MANNA.
yay Adrita loves me now (:

2008-07-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

Weihao, I Lied.
for the second question.
maybe i actually did, a little too much
no, maybe way too much.
Maybe i didnt expected he'll do that to me
haha so much for true love,
I'll take the chivas instead.

2008-07-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

Lim Momo was so happy during lit that his ears were red
Looks like i really have to ask panda make cheese cake for me ):
haha joking, rather make one inedible one and have indigestion
if Panda make will still have indigestion..
so might as well make myself haha
smart, i know (:
my yesterday's post was SWEET and short.
YESTERDAY
- Manpower understudy
- Got new department, Photography
- " Jup ur head " still cant get this out of my head
[ ok skip the rest of the part ]

TODAY
- woke up, eyes swollen
- go school
- our Phys report got the see her for further improvement one
- my lit got 16 (:
thanks sarah, wouldnt have done it if it wasnt for you.
- eat some noodles
- adrita's bdae, shook her
- end of school
- walk out of school
- saw him (:
- He never looked at me
- He was talking to his friend
- ~~He never looked at me~~
- ~~He never looked at me~~
- ~~He never looked at me~~
- ~~He never looked at me~~
C'mon he doesnt even know me
fine, sucks..
havent seen him in days and he didnt even turn in my direction
good, how nice..
its HOPELESS anyway, no point trying (:

WEEKEND PLANS
- Rewrite maths and phys lesson notes then file in.
damn messy, dont want file it in yet..

- REVISE CHEM
Mr Ng is not that bad
at least he didnt made me sleep unlike SOMEONE..**coughs.. SNEEZE**
he gave us lollipops and we three cheers for him
aww so sweet, i meant the lollipops
made my teeth ache ..

- Write notes for hist chap 1,2 and 3
yeah baybeh, common test comming up
STUDY.

- Consult THE LIT PRO for qn 3
i dont get it, what pace??
my sis score lowest 18/25 and highest 20/25
for all her lit essays..
shall ape her from now onwards
** ape here means to mimic her actions
not to be like hairy like panda

- Do mother tounge
the importance of racial harmony in SINGAPORE.
lucky i got bring hist textbook home haha

- Read Marley and Me
wei hao lent me today
My sis's friend lent her the same book today
wow.

- BRAINWASH myself.
got to get rid of somethings that have been bothering me
i know , DRINK BLEACH.
sure damn clean one.
LIMPEH damn smart can !

- Buy that angmoh brand pie
at causeway point i think
angmoh pie = heavenly

yesh, all that done in 48 ( ok less than that ) hours..
last but NEVER least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRITTAA Manna xP !!
you smell fourteen baybeh (:

2008-07-24T05:40:00.000-07:00

yes, its all MY problem
ahh fuck you.

2008-07-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

Fix me please.
If only i didnt get myself involved in that shit
Things wouldn't be this way
My life wouldnt be a joke
i wouldnt be liiving in this shit
sadly MY LIFE IS A JOKE NOW
damn im not normal.
fuck
and yes, my contacts was dropping.

2008-07-22T06:07:00.001-07:00

yesterday missed him by 5 min.
damn..

2008-07-22T04:53:00.000-07:00

PANDA sweats, EMOs, eats ice cream and enjoys photography
PANDA was damn sweaty and i smacked his back
he abandoned me in a place full of mosquitoes
[ railway track ] I HAVE 15 MOSQUITO BITES.
damn him..
" PANDA you better buy me Mopiko or you kiss my leg now "
he just gave me that panda face 0_0
haha PANDA gave me PANDA FACE.
oh well go chiong homec..
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FREEDOM !! haha random
and i dont like Imran -.-
~~waiting for titanic~~

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothin's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

Chorus
The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
Oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

Chorus
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
You hair, your eyes, your old levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

2008-07-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

yes, i do need you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARHANAH !!
" eh why the guy i like never buy me birthday present one ? "
he freaked out, haha
Lim Momo lol
" I like the guy sitting infront of me "
-.- No one believed it
im very sure my acting damn convincing one ok
damn, Lim Momo and me not compatible ah?
haha lol
I LIKE OLD HOT MAN.
~~no lah still waiting for titanic~~

2008-07-20T08:57:00.000-07:00

sleepy like crazy.
havent do malay
cant take it
have to sleep
damn
at least i revised hist, a bit of chem and a tiny bit of maths
good,
but I STILL SHOW NO PROGRESS.
damn..
just finished crazytalk
cause my com went KAABOOM!
tmr learning iClone ^^
wooohos !
me love softwares ! * insert geeky face here*
especially those photoeditting ones
crazytalk is fun
managed to get the points right
maybe i just need to work alone, quietly
or maybe i can only work on my com
or maybe everything depends on my mood
today i went to study with BRAINY PEOPLE
then got this couple eating ^^
so sweet now
when everything turns ugly,
sweet sweet no more (:
They'll hate each other thus getting a new purpose of life
wow, now i believe in the power of love
haha * chuckles *
shut up with ur theories marissa
you're wishing someone to be urs too
oh well..

Du evarinya ono varda..

2008-07-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

Why am I still doing this again ?
cause it reminded me that you were
sitting next to me on that day
You liked the planes
I liked the parachutes
we both loved the fireworks
that was the best day of my life